R.I.P Nipsey

I write this today with so much sadness and pain and anger in my heart as I found out from a good friend of mine in NYC that Nipsey had been shot outside his store front. At the time (1AM UK time) he had still not been pronounced dead so to me I was surprised but really took it as "Nipsey a real one he'll pull through". When I woke up this morning to hear that he passed away, I can honestly say I shed multiple tears. The admiration I have for this man is incredible, I'm not the most educated person but I have been on a journey to self educate myself due to this man. I've watched multiple interviews listening to this man talk about how we need to develop our communities and ourselves mentally to achieve more for our culture. I have books I have read just solely based on his recommendations as I saw such an intelligent and wise sole In a 33 year old. My first and most important question is why? Why would you take this young black leader away from his family and kids? Why has this man like many of our other fallen black leaders been targeted as a treat for wanting to uplift his people and give them a platform to excel. Some people like myself have taken his death as deep a loss as the great Tupac Shakur. Due to my age I was unable to experience the life of Tupac when he was alive but studied him after his death. Nipsey was a self educated self made King. A prophet to his people and an inspirational human being. I feel no need to mention his affiliations because he was more than his affiliations he spoke on Cryptocurrency, Real estate investments and Health to try and help us understand that we need to acquire certain things to catch up to the other cultures in the world we live in. Although we may be the longest race of people alive we are seen as the lowest in terms of economy. Money takes around 7 hours to leave the black community where as in other communities such as the Jewish, it can stay in their community for up to 28 days. I only mention that information as these are the things that he inspired me to look into. He had a documentary coming out, Dr. Sebi's trial in 1985 in NYC proving that he had the cure for AIDs. Right now this is the story that people are going with that he was killed by the government due to this documentary coming out. Whether this is true or not this information can be found out at a later date for me. Right now my main anger is the fact that he was killed by another black man. Why are we once again the cause of our own destruction why do we have to always hate our own, is our self hate that deep rooted?. I Know the answer to that of course and will discuss that at a later time but the way we are destroying ourselves you have to ask yourself are we ever gonna get to a point where we can have anything as a culture. Im currently reading a book called the "Spook who sat by the door". Its a book about a intelligent black man who has infiltrated the C.I.A and had a plan to take them down from the inside. This book was recommended by Nipsey. What I have taken from this book is this, we need to have an agenda instead of one leader with a vision. if we as a culture have a set agenda and plan to execute it collectively then it wouldn't matter how many great and gifted Nipsey we lose the caused would still be going. We had Malcolm X and the Nation of Islam was a voice for the black community but once he was gone there was no more progress being made with them and as much as I respect and admire Luis Farrakhan I do believe that he can no longer grab the attention of the youth as he once did. There was also Marcus Garvey but once the destruction of his ships happen we were again stuck with no direction. What made Nipsey so special wasn't just that he was a leader and a real authentic soul but that he gave you the information towards the agenda of uplifting the culture and race of black people not just trying to lead the way. Nipsey expressed what we needed to value more take a interest in real estate and stocks and bonds thing that can generate you money instead of jewellery that will depreciate straight away. The Legend of Nipsey Hustle and his agenda will never die in a man like me I will do my part in the contributions in the development of the black man, the black community and the black state of mind. Oh and as I'm writing this an update came in saying that he was murdered by someone that's known to him and approached him before shooting. Once again the fact that its another black man killing a black man that hurts my heart. Meek Mills said

Kings killing kings, we the new KKK - Meek Mills

but I don't think all black men are kings especially the ones who hate themselves so much that they are willing to take the life of someone who looks just like them. Thank you Nipsey for allowing me to be able to see that through my own hustle and motivation I can be exactly what I want to be. You were a God amongst men and you will be missed.

If you look at the people in your circle and don't feel inspired then you don't have a circle, you have a cage - Nipsey Hussle